Sorry.

 (model : kak ira)

Maaf, serius kali ni rasa mcm lain je.
Rasa mcm ada buat salah.
Kalau ada buat salah, im sorry.
Serius rasa mcm i've done something wrong tapi tak tahu apakah itu.
To someone, i am sorry.

Homeless to Harvard

Just watched this story that based on true life of a woman, a strong woman.
Living in miserable life, having parents with drug addiction.
Having a grandpa that hates her and had raped her mom and aunt.
Ran away from home and live life like thrash.
She loves her mum eventhough she knows that her mum doesnt remember to love her back like the old days where her mom together with her playing and enjoying their life without pain but full of love.
But that was the old times.
Now, her mom is sick, sufferring the AIDS .
She left home and she will wait outside nearby the stairs, waiting and helping her mum that had been drunk.
She helps and she runs back going to nowhere and having her life with homeless friend.
She is Liz Murray and her friend is Chris, a girl that doesnt believe in having good education.
One day, her mum died. She lost. She loves her mum and the corpse will decay from daytoday.
She stands and looks and glances for her future for her standing.
She is determined to do this, going to school everyday  and work hard on it.
She pushes herself and finds job to survive, brings reads writes views everything every single words every single notes everywhere everyseconds.
She is the top 10 students that has higly-achievement or she is the TOP ONE.
She got the chance to have a visit to boston, HARVARD.
One day, she will touch the skin.
She wanna get dan hardly wants the scholarship, new york times scholarship.
She wrote the essay and attend the interview with full of confidence.
She says whatever she has to say, whatever she has been going presently, whatever she has in her mind.
She got it! She succeed to grab the chance.
Now,she has the job and could buy the apartmen and let her pa lives in that apartmen like what her pa wants before.

"Work as hard as possible as i can, and see what's going to happen next ", she said.

escapism

Somehow i just love that word. Escapism :)
Terasa mcm nak hilang sekejap dari semuanya dari segalanya dan untuk kenapa perlu bertindak sebegitu?
Ohh Dont ask me, i dont have the answer YET ataupun memang tiada jawapan :)
Aah la kan, sometimes we need some space for ourselves kan?
Away from everything and find out why it suppose to be that way.

"Eh haa apa cerita janji untuk diri sendiri itu? Jangan lupaaa", my other side said.

siblings' night out...

..went well last night :)
Abg hafiz, abg wan, kak ira, zura dan hakim.
Only five of us without parents' control, eceh hehe.
Keluar ruma about 8 p.m and got back home around 2 a.m.
Actually semalam mmg sehari suntuk keluar.
Pagi ,10.30 went to ruma kak shai untuk majlis anak buah dia, Shahril Alwi Hussain bin Amir Idham.
Comel sgt sgt geram melihat mate bulat dan mulut baby tu, sexayy wei.
Then igtkan lps je dr tu, nak singgah ou nak tgk flyfm punya birthday party.
tapi apakan daya, kne ikut jugak ibu ayah pi pedas ruma org khwin.
Sedara tu semua ajak berkumpul.
Mmg mcm hampa sedikit lah kan sbb terbatal niat nak pegi ou.
Tapi follow je lah.
Sampai kat taman dorang, kitorang dah mcm blurr to find the house.
Mmg gaban susah kot lorong kat sana.
Naik turun kiri kanan jalan patah balik semua ada haha.
Nasib baik la ayah sabar je.
Then sampai, hoo-yeaah ramai2 yeay, salam2 semua org dannnn sedara bwk dslr.
*okay, sgt pantang mlihat that kind of camera* snap snap snap haha sgt best.
Sepupu semua camwhoring, lagi la bertambah best.
Sgt bisingkecohpecahharu wei, dah mcm rumah kitorang je haha padahal ruma org as in sedara jauh jugak :)
Then,kembali pulang ke ruma around 6.30 pm.
Abg hafiz terus ajak utk ke ou *yeayy (: *
Pkul 8 gerak and we got the chance to watch estranged and bittersweet live tp jauh la kitorang stood.
Mcm2 orang wei ada kat sana haha sabar je lah.
Bought tickets, igt nk tgk 2012 tp sungguhhhh que panjang meleba meluas yaww!
Abg beli tiket michael jackson-this is it.
Sedih kotttt tapi tgk je la 11.20-1.20 a.m
Tapi serius late M.J menari fuhhh auwwww smooth la wei.
Dia sgt humble dan sweet je, comel *ceh bajet mcm dah pernah jumpa la kan?haha*

alrite, itu shj.
take care everyone.
gerak penang moh! :)
tata.

yeay-ing?

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Alritee, lets holiday-inggg :D