To hard to say goodbye,

tiba tiba terasa nak taip...


Yeah, she used to sleep with me.
She used to tell me about communist happened in our country before sleep.
The hardness n sufferness she had and experienced.
I used to hug her before sleep or whenever i wanted.
I used to treat her like my own friend.
She lost her husband when she was 40's.
She stood up and built up her life blissfully with 5 obedient daughters.
Her love to all her grandchildren was never fade and treated us all the same, fair and square.
Once, my mak long told me that the old time, she used to be really fierce with her daughters as now she treated her own grandchildren the other way round.
She loved Oshin drama and wrestling (seriously,WWF anyone? hehe)
She totally hated the japanese war movie or anything that related with killing people etc.
She used to accompany me studying.
She used to say, " macam mana takut pun, kene jugak hadapi exam tu"
One day, she felt sick.
After spm, as i took the car license, i stayed at the kg, taking care of her as nnt pegi U, i may not hav the chance to always go back to kg. haihs.
One situation, she said to me, "Adik dah nak pegi belajar dah ye" in sadly way.
And i just kept silence and hardly try not to cry.
That time, i already got the Uitm offer.
About one/two week(s) after MMS (minggu mesra siswa,uitm), i got phone call from my cousin at dawn.
Telling me that she will never be with us Nomore.
I was going and planning to call kg dat day afternoon, to hear her voice n advice n asking for her prays but......
She collapsed and died in easy way. Alhamdulillah sempat mengucap, insya-Allah.
Hard to let go but Qada` dan Qadar kan?
Redha.

Love your family, make them happy, live blissfully and be proud with your beloved family.

She will always be in our hearts Forever.


Alfatihah.